March 2012
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Mar 31st
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To the Overcast,
Pour, already. Knew you’d pick Friday so just do it. 
Mar 31st
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Mar 30th
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Dear life, time, and all others
Life, to be or not to be you have been asked for as long as you have existed in the first place. You are all there is ever to lose, and all that anyone ever looks for. You are easy to find, hard to care for, and a curse we all live with. Keeping secret where you lead me or where I’m supposed to take you even when it is all of my best concern. You make me wish for your opposite, and yet my...
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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The Fire Trail
By Bryce Walton Haven’t read it since I was ten. Was a good revisit.  The copy of the book I have was checked out of a library Nov. 1977 and never returned. The old card just inside the cover is still there. Kinda cool, if you ask me.  Would read again!
Mar 29th
Oh crap, (part 2)
FOUND THE CAT! W00T THATISALL Also, looking through music files and found a Kirsty Hawkshaw album hidden in with Imogen Heap. Looks like it’s time for Beat Hazzard. 
Mar 29th
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Dear Sentiment,
It’s the untouchable things that reach the farthest. It’s touching the unidentified minutes that passed time after time. It’s knowing the sights that go unnoticed. It’s holding on to the edges others let go of. It’s keeping the words you eventually take back. It’s these things I hold deep. ~Wssl
Mar 28th
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Nevermore3 Clicky clicky →
Mar 28th
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Oh crap,
oh crap crap crap crap crap crap crap I can’t find my cat. I want to die. Omg I want to die where’s the fluffy fat bastard. Omg ten/eleven years and omg, where’d he go. I wanna die. I heard dogs last night GAH! crap crap crap crap crap crap!!!!
Mar 28th
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Mar 28th
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It's about time...
I started listening to the band I wear everyday. Feels like it was meant to be. The way this was going to work is I was going to pick a song to post but I couldn’t pick just one. :o  So do yourself a favor… A Day To Remember You know, for those who have a heart.  <3 Go for it.
Mar 28th
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Dear Sentiment,
“Maybe it’s a favor that you fill in the empty gaps. Maybe it’s for the best that you’re left when I’m alone. Perhaps it’s better that you can live in a box. And so you’ll survive even when the rest burns away.  No matter how bright these flames get, you just don’t disappear. Not in the smoke being lifted to the tree leafs. Not in the air turning...
Mar 27th
Mar 26th
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Mar 26th
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ListenOh geez. It’s sappy, it’s 80’s...
Mar 26th
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Mar 25th
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She's Gone Again
We got back an hour ago. Parking the truck and sitting there a minute watching the cat jump the rail. She looked over at me with a sad smile. She’s sad to leave me here every night. Then why does she leave? Because she’s happy to be somewhere else. Simple truth. I took a shower, and put actual hair products in my hair other than shampoo. She left without coming inside, maybe...
Mar 25th
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Irony
humming a song and turn on the radio and the exact same song on the exact same verse is playing.  I dare my dreams to come true next!
Mar 25th
Mar 25th
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Chapter Five? Really?
So tumblr has a lot of interesting advice… or quotes of advice for writing that are nice to come across. It’s been a while since I’ve finished a chapter let alone reached chapter five. It’s probably not great, but everything I read tells me “Do what you want.” SO! Chapter five here we go… Strangely enough it’s not anime, it’s not teen fiction...
Mar 24th
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Mar 24th
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“I’m afraid once the heart’s involved it all comes out in moron. “ - Lorelai Gilmore 
Mar 23rd
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I can go to the pond and drown. = Immature Emo option.  I can try to find something to block out every mood swing, every regret, and every urge to just lose it until I finally throw something at the wall to hear it shatter. = Stupid Teenage option. Or I can sit here alone in this house crying and laughing at the same time in the dark just to flip the world off until I can look at the bright side...
Mar 23rd
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Mar 22nd
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Today?
A coffee shop, two book stores, three antique stores, four pianos, lunch and shopping for an actual bag (I found one that’s perfect.) And loads of walking and exploring later.  Fulfilled a dream today, but I couldn’t bring myself to buy a book. For some reason, it’s weird, I can buy a whole BUNCH of books if they are cheap nothings that just fill/pass time. But the more...
Mar 22nd
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Mar 22nd
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Reading...
Dreamland was brutal.  Wasn’t what I expected. Good god I read that entire thing. 7.7/10 It wasn’t happy. At all. It was.  ”x= x” It just is what is is.  And somehow it was also good. But I’m never reading that mofo again. @_@ I can feel… All… of the bruises somehow.  Oh man, gotta draw… gotta something. 
Mar 21st
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Reading...
Found a book, it’s about a cheerleader and a pothead. Pretty great. Kinda have this strange adoration for it. Also considering finding a copy of The Invisible Bridge. It would be wonderful if it happened to be in the bookstore downtown. Otherwise have to make a trip into one of the surrounding cities… Feels like three years ago, spending every dime on a book and whatever else on food....
Mar 20th
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“For what it’s worth: it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope...”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald (via babanees)
Mar 20th
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Mar 20th
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Mar 19th
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Mar 19th
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At the top of the driveway, there‘s a house, big...
Fixing Delilah.  4/10 It’s been a while since I’ve searched for books this thoroughly. While pdf files make things easy… It’s been FOREVER since I’ve gotten a new “smell so good” book. Must be falling back into introversion. No matter! I am at least old enough to fulfill that old dream of being that girl in the coffee shop reading a book by the window...
Mar 18th
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ListenThis song is unspoiled, untouched, never weaved...
Mar 18th
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Mar 17th
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Don't question...
Why I block you.  Why I tell you to get out of the kitchen. Why I decided to wait to do the dishes. Why I just so happen to like stripes. Why I don’t always talk back.  Why Being alone is best sometimes. (With the exception of my cat.) Why I always seem to be pissed. Safe to say, it’s nothing personal. But it becomes personal when you piss me off more and I’m in no mood...
Mar 17th
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Meh.
Almost seeing the sun as a ball full of encircling fire might contain freedom and happiness, or maybe just hope for those who stare at it. Maybe that’s why I came out here, to look at hope. There is more than just the sun,  my eyes are taking in the full picture. There are clouds shadowing right above the sun, dark and rainy. The edges of them splintering gold looking remarkable, my eyes can’t...
Mar 16th
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I don't believe this crap, but for some reason......
Another day another Jones cream soda, of course I look at the cap and (while I would take a picture… that last one was too crappy.) it says “Unveil your plan of action next week. Be ready to act.” This is after another one I read with rather impeccable timing: “Now is the time to set your sights high and go for it.” And the ever tempting, but random. “Visit a...
Mar 16th
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ListenColdplay - Lovers In Japan (Acoustic)  The...
Mar 15th
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Darkened Ceiling
A bit of reprieve in the room that used to drive me so insane. To the point where all the thoughts locked up filled the ever dreary silence. Don’t think about it, pretend everything is fine, is what solace would offer. Now it’s a thriving point, a metamorphism that reoccurs as nothing I feel seems to lighten the darkened ceiling.  Sure, my throat is a little dry, and my tongue itches...
Mar 15th
ListenDon’t let the sun set without this song....
Mar 14th
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ListenExplosions in the Sky -  A Song For Our Fathers. ...
Mar 14th
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The Yellow Line.
Everyday, towards the mid afternoon, something triggers in my mind to go get the mail. No one else will so why shouldn’t I? Now my mother tells me to be careful of the cars. And one of the neighbors has talked of snakes in the grass. But it never fails that the moment I step onto that pavement, I stop on the yellow line.  It is an ugly thing, to watch an animal splatter onto the grill of a...
Mar 13th
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Mar 12th
“You should date a girl who reads. Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who...”
– Rosemarie Urquico (via 4mbivalent) Loved this <3
Mar 12th
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Mar 11th
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So it goes...
Yeah, everything was said and in a couple weeks or so the majority of the people seen once or twice a week won’t shake hands with me when I walk through the door. Those looks you get when they just barely turn their mouths up to accept for themselves that they notice you will probably be the bidding. At least this is what I expect from them.  The rest is simply learning to live with knowing...
Mar 11th
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Mar 11th
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Mar 10th
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